Week 24 My favorite Toy

My favorite toy as a kid varied. When I was really young I liked to play Hot Wheels with my brother. Then I went to Barbies and Bratz dolls. I had furniture and many many dolls. I also cut their hair because I thought it would grow back. Then as I got a little older I became obsessed with Little Pet Shop. I bought a place for them, I have over like 40 little pets. I remember being excited when I had 6 dollars, cause I'd buy another one. I slowly faded away from toys when I was about 10. Then I would play outside and go to the park and hangout with friends.

Week 23 My Paradise

This is my "I wish this could be a thing"
My paradise would be filled with people I enjoy that stays young and healthy forever. A place thats peaceful and sunny. Beautiful and stunning sunsets each night. Nature undisturbed and appreciated by humans. A place where I'm married young and happy with the person of my dreams. Only music I like exist and you literally feel the music beats and everything by putting on certain headphones or creating a room to do so. Disease wouldn't exist. You could do anything you want and people would work with you kindly without making things such a big deal. There wouldn't be argument or stress. Life would be great.

This is my legit like with how the world is paradise

A big wooden cabin in the woods. Lots of windows (But I'd put covers for the windows cause even if we were completely away from society, I feel like it'd give a more cozier inside) I'd want it fairly protected inside and out. A peaceful deep green forest. A beautiful view out of very window. Dark and rounded cobble stone drive. Snow and rain peacefully falling now and then. Personally a place like this, I wouldn't want it sunny all the time. I'd love a pretty overcast day most days in this scenery. I'd love a really cool basement to play my music and video games and theater. I'd love a beautiful pool in the back with potted flowers spread all around.

Week 22 Love songs

I dont really associate songs of love with someone but more depressing songs to someone. For instance, the song called Stubborn Love by The Lumineers. ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VGewQB3mDv4 ) I first heard this song when I was walking with my sorta crush. I had a boyfriend at the time but he treated me like absolute crap and emotionally destroyed my well being for good. So when I got in touch with this guy, he and I hung out for a good 2 months before he got back with his ex which cut me and him off again. His mom also could tell I liked him too. But anyways... He and I were walking to my house and he had those headphones that played music like a speaker. And this was the song playing. I was able to get a few lyrics out of the quiet beat and looked up the lyrics. I fell in love with the song and related that to me and him. So anytime I hear certain songs from The Lumineers or Of Mice and Men, I think about him. Everytime. It sucks because I really like their songs. So every now and then when I go through my phases of music, I listen to them and am constantly reminded of him.

Week 21 Rooting for a couple

Sora and Kairi from Kingdom Hearts. They live on Destiny Island with a Riku and a few others. Riku and Sora compete for Kairis attention. The three of them build a raft to explore other worlds and the night before they were about to leave, they were attacked by the Heartless. Sora finds Kairi in their secret place. A huge gust of wind sends Kairi flying to sora and right as he was about to catch her, she vanishes and her heart went into his body. Riku shows hostility to Sora over a few things and tries to keep him away from her. Ansem reveals that Sora has Kairi's heart (Which is why Sora would have flashbacks and visions of her throughout his journey to find Kairi) and Sora sacrafices himself and turns into a heartless shadow. Kairi is awakened and runs to him but he vanishes into light when she touched him. Kairi eventually brings Sora back from the darkness. Kairi shows concern for finding Riku and Sora said to stay put so she doesnt get hurt and since their hearts were one at one point, they will always be together. Kairi then gives her lucky charm to him. Later Sora was fighting Ansem and at the end he was too late getting to Kairi cause then the world was breaking apart. Sora promised to find Kairi when he found Riku and King Mickey. (Pretty much summed up KH1)

I think I really liked this couple because I used to 1- have a crush on Sora and 2- imagine me being Kairi when I was younger. It's obviously fiction because although it may feel like worlds falling apart and crazy adventures, its fake. They're story from the beginning is just beautiful. Im so excited for KH3.

Week 20 5 pictures to describe my family

I don't particularly like my family and I don't really have many close friends. I'll just talk about my small online friend group.



1. This is an accurate picture of what our conversations are like. As annoying some of those convos got, I wish I could go back to being 14 and thats all we did compared to busy us now.


2. This is accurate just because we would spend hours upon hours each night talking to each other. It sucked when I was up til 2am and had to get up at 6:15am.


3. This is how most of my online friends met. 3DSPlaza was my stuff man. Texasgirl was my username. Thats why most of my usernames today is that.


4. This represents the distance we have between us. One lives in Georgia, another lives in Missouri and the other lives in California. The one in missouri has a crazy family about privacy so I cant meet him. I met the one that lives in Georgia and I predict I'll be meeting the one in California soon.


5. I chose this one because we're a weird group of friends that have pretty dumb conversations lmao. We talked about everything every night and it was fantastic


Sadly, we dont talk anywhere near as much as we used to and it makes me super sad. But we all grow up and friends become distant. They're really good at predicting my boyfriends being terrible to me though. I really do love them to the end. They've always been there for me and I appreciate them so much.

Week 19: My second life...

If I had to come back as a second animal, I'd love to be a cat. I love cats. They're just so fluffy and soft and cute. I wouldn't mind being fed and pet upon. I'd just hope that I get put into a good family and not like some family that abuses me. I hope I'd get the best family. I'd also love to know what it's like to think in cat. What makes a cat randomly run or spaz out. I'd love to purr and curl up in awkward balls. I'd love to attack small things. I'd also love to be small. In this life, I'm just so tall. I think being smaller and to be able to fit in weird places would be fun as well. Like being under the couch or under a bed or in a small corner.

Week 18 My happiness..

Happiness to me is..

Cats- I love cats because they're so fluffy and their little faces and how weird they are. Period.

Daniel Avidan- As I've said 48975092758096493 times, I LOVE his laugh. If anyone wants to make a gift for me, get me a soundwave of him laughing on a t-shirt and I might actually cry. He's so funny and so beautiful. I just lose words for him.

Nature- I have a personal love for nature. This sort of falls with photography. I think honestly (besides Danny) nature is the most beautiful thing on this planet. It surrounds us. When people find the need to destroy nature, I get SO angry. If you destroy something, you need to pay for it. You wouldn't go to your parents house and break a valuable on purpose because you wanted to put something else in its place. I think if you destroy nature, you need to replenish it somewhere else. If you destroy a tree, replant 2. I think people should start loving nature more and start to appreciate it. Same way with killing animals for their parts. You wouldn't go out and kill your parents to receive their belongings. And if you do, you're beyond sick. Same way with endangered species. I just read an article last night that there is only one male northern white rhino left. It has 24 hour protection because people like to hunt them and sell their parts. After long, we wont have our beautiful nature.

Kingdom Hearts-  This is my all time favorite game. No other game has even gotten close to beating it ever in the like 8-10 years I've loved this game. And I've played A LOT of games. I continuously buy merch at stores. Like recently I bought a pocket watch, a pophead and a keychain. I have made so many art pieces and I'm currently making another. Another gift idea right here. Buy me anything kingdom hearts and I'll literally pee. Lets just hope I don't have that merch already.

Music- I also have a personal love for music. I know so many bands from so many genres. I think if I had to choose a genre of music I really like, it would be rock. And even in rock there are many sub-genres. The only genre I really just cant handle and I hate is country.

Photography- I love photography. I started in 7th grade with a cheap Ipod. (It wasn't apple either) Eventually I bought myself an IPod 5 and took many pictures. Then I got the IPod 6. Then my junior year, I got a camera. I just need more lenses. I love nature, I love cameras, I love angles. I love editing, everything.

Art- Art is something else for me. When my art teacher tells me "it looks fine, it'll be fine, believe in yourself", it can enrage me. I know somethings off. I'm a perfectionist in art. If it doesn't look right I sit there for days trying to figure it out or I'll throw it away. Like with my KH piece, the shading didn't look right and I was dumb and asked the art teacher for help and she RUINED everything I just did. So then I spent the last 2 days fixing it. The part I was working on was only like 1/10th of my painting too.